MaLish....
POSTED ON: Thursday, September 20, 2012 @ 8:49 AM | 0 comments
after i got jpa scholarship, memang da tak pikir panjang... suke hati je klik setuju dan terima tawaran... for some reasons, akue hepi je dengan tawaran ni... sebab nya memang kukuh laa.... bcoz sebelom nie, semua interview sal medic, akue fail... nak buat camne, rezeki akue bukan kat situ... tapi Allah tahu ape yang terbaik buat akue, so here I am... kat AUCMS atau nama panjangnya Allianze University Collage of Medical Sciences...after dah daftar kat sini, akue realize another problem... to be a student here i need to speak in English... its not that I'm bad in english but to put it simple as Simply CT, I have no confident... every time, when the chance came, my mind will start to work out... what if i use the wrong term or my grammar mistakes are uncountable? or, what if I pronounce the word in a wrong way, will they laugh at me?? argghhh.... but, trust me... I am trying really hard...
tapi, kalu ikutkan hati, apa yang hebat sangat tentang English ni?? sedangkan dulu, bahasa melayu ni da pernah jadi Lingua Franca.... jadi, ape kurangnya bahasa Melayu ni??? kalau akue nak cakap melayu dalam loghat kelantan, ehhh...ikut suka I laa... kan???
pikir2 kan lah dan selamat beramal.... ^_^
tanggal 060412...d-day of our last Lec 2gether...
POSTED ON: Friday, April 6, 2012 @ 1:45 AM | 0 comments
akue betol tak tau akue tulis ape utk menggambarkan betapa akue sedeyh sangat sebab tak lama lagi kita semua akan berpisah.... we have been fwen for almost 1 year... kalau akue tulis kisah kiter memang panjang kot.. so pliz enjoy this... even though lagu ni is not mine, tapi ia sesuai sangat untuk gambarkan how i feel rite now...By Vitamin C
Friends Forever
and so we talked all night about the rest of our life
where we're gonna be when we turn 25
i keep thinking times will never change
keep on thinking things will always be the same
but when we leave this year we wont be coming back
no more hanging out cause we're on different track
and if you got something that you need to say
you better say it right know cause you dont have another day
cause we're moving on and we cant slow down
these memories are playing like a film without sound
and i keep thinking of the night in June
i didnt know much of love, but i came too soon
and there was me and you, and then it got real blue
stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
we would get so excited, we'd get so scared
laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
and this is how it feels
as we go on, we remember
all the time we had together
and as our lives change, from whatever
we will still be, friends forever
so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
when we look back now, will that joke still be funny??
will we still remember everything we learned in school??
still be trying to break every single rule
will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man??
can Heather find a job that wont interfere with her tan??
i keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's time to fly
and this is how it feels
we will still be friend forever
will we think about tomorrow like we think about now??
can we survive it out there? can we make it somehow?
i guess i thought that this would never end
and suddenly it's like we're women and men
will the past be a shadow that will follow us around??
will these memories fade when i leave this town
i keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's time to fly
as we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lives change from whatever
we will still be friends forever..
love u all..always..
Labels: college, friendship, life, love, memories
wat da.....
POSTED ON: Monday, March 19, 2012 @ 7:49 AM | 0 comments
masalah hati memamg payah kan...? coz kita tak tau ape hati orang laen pikir... payah2... kadang-kadang kita jadi serba-salah, nak jaga hati orang laen, hati sendiri pon tak terjaga... nak jaga hati sendiri, takut hati orang laen dilukai...
bila fikir balik, kita hidup atas muka bumi ni sebab nak puaskan hati orang laen ker?? i mean, do i need to do something yang I memang benci gilerr semata-mata nak suruh someone else puji I, kononnya I ni perempuan mithali laa...?? no way... i have my own way to live and I will try not to live juz to satisfy others... hei, I banyak lagi kerja laen yng lagi penting than jaga hati korang yang entah apa-apa tu...
tapi, tak semestinya I nak terus ignore pendapat dan buah fikiran orang laen. tapi main point kat sini, kalau pendapat atapun komen orang laen tu tertumpu ke arah yang boleh membangunkan jati diri ni, ok jew nak follow but not 100% follow laa... maksudnya, kite kene consider laa yang mana baek yang mana buruk.. bak kata orang2 tua (ke orang tua2?? BM fail..huhuhu), yang baik jadikan teladan, yang buruk jadikan sempadan (entah betul entah tak..)..kih3...
sungguhpun aku lantang je menyuarakan pendapat kat atas, akue nie still lagi payah nak kecewakan hati orang laen.. contohnya dalam bab study... parents suruh amek medic tapi aku totally tak minat medic even though result aku tinggi... i want to do something else, but how can i make them understand what my heart really wants?? GOD pliz guide me...
couple is trouble??
POSTED ON: Wednesday, January 25, 2012 @ 8:59 PM | 0 comments
i've never been in love but always fall in love... erkk... what is that supposed to mean?? dont ask me, becoz i'm the one who experience it..... sad huh?? for me, i am happy to not to be 'CONNECTED' to someone else. why??Different people have different ways to imagine the meaning behind the word LOVE. One of my friend always nagging to me that love is only for boyfriend, while the word LIKE is used to other people excluding BF... hmm... Interesting... but, if you look up the word LOVE and LIKE in any dictionary, these words are never stated to be meant to someone special...hahaaa...Am i right??
To be honest i never really care about my friends who suddenly got coupled with the boys they met at college... but for some reason, somehow i kinda fell disgusted with their acts... pretend to get angry in order to make other party to calm you, berkepit ke hulu hilir... the thing that cant really stand most is when they started to pegang sana-sini, bertempuk-tampar...arrgghhh... memang hilang sabar laa kan... i had already remind them that they are not MUHRIM, but it only worked for few times, other than that, hampeh....huuhuuu... maklum laa.. esok-esok masuk kubur lain-lain, dosa kau, kau yang tanggung, dosa aku, lantak aku laa kan??? ape nak jdi...
But the weirdest thing is, they never end up happily with their lovey dovey couple but with someone else... Dont you think that is the craziest thing that ever happened in human life???? for me, totally agree... bercinta bukan main nak rak, kejap-kejap cal. kejap-kejap I love you, last-last bye-bye coz i wanna marry to someone else.. haru betul...
sometime, some of these couple are able to get married with each other but other problems came out...
Before : I always miss you!~
After : sorry laa... I am really2 busy rite now...
Before: i cant sleep without seeing you.
After : sebelom suami balik, semua lampu di offkannya...
Before: you looked beautiful even without make up....
After : even if you put 20cm make up, you juz looked like a clown... trima laa hakikat yg you dah berkedut...
Before : willing to buy prepaid worth RM 50 a WEEK to call each other..
After : mak oiii!!! letih laa saya kalau nak call setiap bulan...
so, fikir2 kanlah... this post is based on my opinion jew... takder kaitan antara hidup dan mati...
duh...
POSTED ON: Monday, November 28, 2011 @ 6:53 AM | 0 comments
saying HI is a good starter to create a relationship...
well... HI..
